What should I name this post?

Hi Assalamualaikum everyone!

I'm backkkk writing. Sorry for leaving you guys for quite long (not as long as I did last time right? :P)

I just came back from my hometown. It was great meeting my family. and realizing that I don't feel like coming back to Malaysia, at all. okay, I repeat, AT ALL. 

Hahaha, but I had to come back. REALITY okay REALITY.

Basically, I'm on my midsemester break. and, it's gonna end really soon. seriously, the time passes so fast, I can't even breathe...(okay I'm kidding)

I feel like writing, so, I'm gonna tell you what's actually happening during the gap I was quiet last few months.

Basically I was offered into a public university in Malacca.

*to avoid the feeling regret, So, I accept the offer*

Malacca sounds great, but once you enter my place, it's not.

Fine, it was actually not that bad, but it could be better, I guess.

So, I entered about 6 months ago? I think so, cause I felt like it has been forever. HAHAHAHA

As you can see the way I type, shows that I struggle a lot to survive. LOL

yes. I've been struggling, I've been through a lot.

The first week I entered has been the toughest week. I cried a lot, I miss my family and friends a lot.

I tried so hard to fit in, to find friends that I could cope, that could give me some positive vibes.

But sadly, I might found people who can make me laugh, who can fill in my emptiness.

But, it won't be like the one in my school.

I just don't know, it's not that I don't appreciate those who had been through my hard life in university,

it's just that, I haven't find the people who truly got me like complete me.

If you know what I mean...

I also missed out my niece very first birthday. I cried a lot because I could come back and make it on her day.

Judge me if you want. But I've been baby sitting her since she was one month old. And the one who get the chance to see her growing up everyday, couldn't make it on her special day.

And yes, I met different type of people, different background here.

I wish to find someone with the same background as I am. But too bad, I didn't.

Haha. Basically, what I learnt a lot here is, to keep your awesomeness cause some other people will always wanted to be better than you.That's what I observe in here,

No matter how great you were in high school, some other people will always win you over those.

So, keep those memories in your school tight. you might miss it like how I always do.

Okay, I think this is good for now, I am sleepy. and sorry if there's any typos or grammatical error, as I'm already sleepy.

AND REMEMBER.

This is just what I've been through, you people might think I'm super manja,

or whatsoever you guys might see. Or you might enjoy your university life,

It depends on how you adapt on your new environment.

So, that's all from me tonight!

Oh and, HAPPY NEW YEAR fellas!

Have a good year, good people around, good food :)

Origami

Hi Assalamualaikum everyone! 

Pheww, it's been a while huh.

uhm, actually, a really long while. Hehe :D Oh well, so tonight I feel like blogging

(actually I feel like blogging this whole time, but you gotta understand, the laziness...) 

Basically, I'm on my sem break(Uhh yes, I actually continued my studies and I did survived on my first sem, but I'll talk about it later on)

 My sem break started like a month ago(I think it exceed a month already, but who cares), and I'm going back to my campus real soon. 

So, repeating the routine everyday every night makes my life not so productive, thennnn 

. . 

Tonight is the night I spent with some good activity because I usually being lifeless in my room, watch dramas all night . HEHEHE Not sure if the tittle of this posts sounds boring, but it unusual for me, because, I am that person who had never intended to learn or to make an origami before. I was sort of cleaning up my room and.... 

TADAAAAA . . .

I've found somethingggg... It was a packet of origami papers that I got from one of the random Japanese student that visited my school last time... ANDDDDD, Maybe this is a petunjuk from the God, that I shall start doing some good activities to end my sem break.. HAHAHAHA JKJK -_- So, I was searching for some youtube videos for an origami lesson . . . I randomly picked one of those videos and I started doing it, PHEWWWW . . . It's nottt easssyyy. Uhm, maybe because I'm still a beginner in this, and I've ever thought of trying it, until tonight.

And frankly, I've never good at folding papers and stuffs, and I also can never cut a paper straight(uhm, maybe I should stop underestimating myself. HAHAHAHA) 

GUESSSS . .

 I actually kinda succeed folded it into the exact shape! Maybe it won't be real neat/tidy(uhm, am I even use the right adjective? duh, whatever :P )

 HERE'S THE OUTCOMEEEE:

But at the center was a bit messy as it was a little tiny pieces of papers, and it's hard for my giant fingers to fold it. HAHAHA

OKAY , I think that's all for this entry. Hope you enjoyed my not so funny jokes. Heh :P

AND LAST BUT NOT LEASTTT,

* sounds so serious, but really, if you've never try doing something that you've never thought of doing it before, TRY.SOMETHING.NEW *

THANKS FOR READING! :]

Friendship

Hello & Assalamualaikum :)

It has been a month since my previous post or even known as my first post

Ohh well, I've been thinking what should I share with my reader(s)

So, this topic pop out of my mind :)

Maybe it's because it has been quite long since I graduated from school[it wasn't that long though]

Okay, let's back to the topic.

f r i e n d s h i p

Basically I think you guys should know that I'm gonna write about a good friend of mine :)

Uhmm, I get to know her since I was in primary school.

I wasn't very close to her. I don't even bother wanna get to know her somehow. since people around keeps saying that she is bossy and all the negative stuffs about her.

Then after entering the secondary school, everything I heard about her was a total opposite.

"Never judge someone by opinion of another" 

First year in secondary, we were placed in different class at first, then some changes happened. She came into my class. I didn't really remember what was actually happened that year. Then, the second year, we were placed at the same class AGAIN :) Okay, we're getting closer that year. I did not really realize, but yeah :)And here comes to the year when we get really close. Because both of us dropped our class.A lot of things happened in that year [2012] Oh well, I get to know a lot about her. No matter how stupid she acted last time. HAHA

Somehow it gave me good memories to remember about her :)

and we also joined the Traditional Malay Zapin performance for the Japanese students

and it's the same year where we're sitting for PMR!! :)

With our results, we both manage to sit in the same class again!

I still remember our first day in physics class, she vandalized my geometry sets[now you imagine how boring the class was, and we have to attend the class for the whole year]

HAHA. a lot of crayy crayy things happened that year.

We get to performed for our school events few times. The practicing moments in one of the abandoned class in our school with few of our girls are the most precious moments ever :)

I miss those moments! :(

Anyways, those are moments make the sweetest year in my secondary school life :)

If I could tell every single things happened that year, a post isn't enough for me. HAHA

well, and the final year both of us got separated. I mean, she get to go to a better class. But yeah, good for her though. She did well for finals. While, myself was enjoying like nobody's business. HAHA

So, the final year. nothing much. We talked, we chatted, we hang outs [although it was not very frequent like how we did before]

But, I'm glad! that you finally be in the same class as your loved ones! :)

Oh well, I'm just hoping our friendship will lasts forever. No matter how far we'll go, how old we get and whatever we both will do in future

"There's nothing you could ever say or do that would make you less than my 

B E S T F R I E N D "

I will never regret knowing you, GAN HUI ANN :)

So yeah, thanks for reading people(s) :)

Hope you'll continue waiting for my new entry. 

It has been so long since the last time I blogging though, so, it was a little bit cacats here and there somewhere somehow :)

Till we meet again! :)

H e l l o

Hello & Assalamualaikum !

I'm pretty sure I have no readers still. Well, it has been quite long since my previous blog that I've deleted due to unsure reason. HAHA, I think, I don't really have time for updates back then :(

Oh, well! I finally decided to come back writing my journey again :)

I want to share all the positive vibes to my readers :)

Oh yeah, FUTURE READERS :)

Uhmm, I think that's it for my very first entry :D

Hoping to get more readers day by day :)

much love,

-sury-